Whenever I would make a decision
(After many agonizing thoughts)
I would then question what I had
Decided. The focus was ‘what if
I had made the wrong choice’
All hell and damnation would
Break forth. It was agonizing,
Maybe similar to those who
Contend with ‘ buyer’s remorse’
Only the buyer in my head was not
About to give up and let it go.
Thankfully after many years, that
Has pretty much gone away (with the
Exception
Of sometimes when I am faced with
A very important one, but the time
Lapse is shorter)
~~~
Is this what I should
Have done
And done it better?
The bickering
Of my
Soul is more than I
Can hold
Once is never enough
All these
Lessons are really
Tough
In my mind there is
Constant
Drilling
Filling it with holes
Until it
Becomes a sieve
With no more room
To give!
~~~
An encouraging thought to share –
“Let no one strive, neither let
Any one reprove ‘oneself’ or
One another.
Do not waste your time in
Recriminations”
Hosea 4:4
Amplified Bible Translation
I added ‘oneself’
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